Tadaa. It's new year eve and we're doing what we're best at - rotting at home. We're fighting also wtf. We only fight because of two things - food and phone. Now we're seeing each other very frequently so we fight mostly because of food. Previously we fought because he always demanded me to cook ramyeon which I'd do after throwing tantrum. Gotta admit that we're both lazy. Now he merajuk because I've been eating his food for a few times already. Well, his food seems more tempting, what else can I say ;p

Compare is really a bad thing to do. You feel incompetent, jealous, lack of confident etc. I have never perceived myself as someone who lacks confident but I obviously do. I'm shy all the time. I don't like being the center of attention. Not sure if this happens but I think it has been a bad year for me, I know others feel the same judging from their Facebook statuses. This coming year I really want to change. Stop hating group members when we're doing group project. Stop worrying about money problem. I did this a lot and trust me, it doesn't feel good at all when you're the only one worrying how much the bill cost. So yeah whatever. I want to be diligent. Really. Start exercising so I'll be energetic and not feeling exhausted all the time. Have enough sleep. Eat well. Make friends. Some might know I have a problem with male friends. Or any male. I always feel insecure and scared wtf when they start touching me. I know a little touching is a friendly gesture but you know what the last person who is that 'friendly' to me was expelled from school because he molested many juniors during an orientation. fml. And I know I look weak, or vulnerable every time on my way home someone wants to talk to me about something, which I never figure out what it is. But then again I'm really bad at sisterhood I have zero korean female friends wtf people who cares to know about me are sadly all males.

Okbai happy new year ;p

前几天在面子书post了 可是过后想想其实这首歌有点负面 就把它拿掉
歌手叫Ali 刚刚才听说她有一首歌太负面 已经被ban 过后她跟爸爸一起开记者会 说以前给后辈强奸 好可怜哦 read here.
老娘最讨厌强奸犯 毁了女孩的一生 斩掉小鸡鸡都还不够 猪狗不如 活来干什么

明明很生气 很委屈 对着让我委屈的人 什么都说不出口
明明不甘心吞不下这一口气 结果把错的人当沙包
好啦 写到这里才发先是我错了

其实心情好好时 还可以反问自己为什么会吵架
雨过天晴嘛 心情不好时 什么都可以成为吵架的理由