Tadaa. It's new year eve and we're doing what we're best at - rotting at home. We're fighting also wtf. We only fight because of two things - food and phone. Now we're seeing each other very frequently so we fight mostly because of food. Previously we fought because he always demanded me to cook ramyeon which I'd do after throwing tantrum. Gotta admit that we're both lazy. Now he merajuk because I've been eating his food for a few times already. Well, his food seems more tempting, what else can I say ;p

Compare is really a bad thing to do. You feel incompetent, jealous, lack of confident etc. I have never perceived myself as someone who lacks confident but I obviously do. I'm shy all the time. I don't like being the center of attention. Not sure if this happens but I think it has been a bad year for me, I know others feel the same judging from their Facebook statuses. This coming year I really want to change. Stop hating group members when we're doing group project. Stop worrying about money problem. I did this a lot and trust me, it doesn't feel good at all when you're the only one worrying how much the bill cost. So yeah whatever. I want to be diligent. Really. Start exercising so I'll be energetic and not feeling exhausted all the time. Have enough sleep. Eat well. Make friends. Some might know I have a problem with male friends. Or any male. I always feel insecure and scared wtf when they start touching me. I know a little touching is a friendly gesture but you know what the last person who is that 'friendly' to me was expelled from school because he molested many juniors during an orientation. fml. And I know I look weak, or vulnerable every time on my way home someone wants to talk to me about something, which I never figure out what it is. But then again I'm really bad at sisterhood I have zero korean female friends wtf people who cares to know about me are sadly all males.

Okbai happy new year ;p